| Since nobody ever checks here I guess it's easier for me to right what's really on my mind. I feel dead inside right now. I haven't felt so emotionally stressed in such a long time. The way I'm acting right now is a complete surprise to me right now. I can barely move. I've fallen countless time right now just trying to walk across my room. I'm so stressed I can't even balance myself. At this point I just want to leave. To go far away and leave everything behind. Is what I need in my life really here or am I oblivious to what is really out there? God help me, guide me in this time of need. I'm feeling so fucked up right now. I feel as if I've given up on myself. I need guidance... desperately.
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| I've left this thing to rot away.. awesome
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| It's been rough lately I've just been thinking a lot. Pretty much I
have to wake up at 6am almost every morning to go to work or other
stuff, which means I haven't been sleeping much.
I've realized that I need to start getting everything together, SATs,
college and all that good stuff. About an hour ago I was in the car
coming back from Jersey just thinking about what can I do when I get
out of high school. I have yet to decide what I want to be, what I want
to become. It's rough cause it feels like I'm put on a time limit on
these things and I can't decide. Plus I found out I have work in the
morning and I'd rather do this then sleep. I'm in a point in my life
where I feel as if there's so much pressure put on me and I don't want
to deal with it.
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